Why should you care, what they think of you
When you’re all alone, by yourself
Do you like you? Do you like you?
I have to admit. I cried when I heard this song. It took me back to a time, a time where all I ever did was try.
I tried to fit in, I tried to be accepted, I tried to please others. Make them proud. I tried to be what they wanted me to be.
It was painful.
I felt so far from the person that everyone wanted me to be and I felt less because of it.
I felt so small, so worthless, a disgrace in many ways.
I was different. I always was. This fact always made me feel out of place.
I was lost. Where did I belong?
Today. Oh, today is a glorious day. Today is a day I’m proud of that struggle. Because if gave me strength. That strength then transformed into the courage I needed to follow my heart.
Today I’m a soul that’s fallen into my body. Today there’s nothing you could tell me that would make me like myself any less.
“At that moment I was sure. That I belonged in my skin. That my organs were mine and my eyes were mine and my ears, which could only hear the silence of this night and my faint breathing, were mine, and I loved them and what they could do.”
— Dave Eggers
Sure, the people that had problems with me then still have them with me now.
I’m too boyish, too overweight, too this, too that.
But that’s ok. Because I am ok with it. I accept myself. I love myself and I know that I am more than the sum of my parts. I am heart, I am soul, I am creativity, I am magic. And you can’t fit that on any scale or put it into any outfit.
This society we live in, this crazy popular society likes to categorize things, give everything it’s appropriate label, stereotype things to make it easier. So a lot of people end up with labels such as “freak, weirdo, pervert, ugly, fat, wh*re, b*tch…” and the list goes on.
Would you ever speak to someone you love like that? How could you ever refer to another soul in that manner?
The problem is Vision. We have a limited vision. We see things on the surface and we assess their value based on that. We make too many assumptions and we aren’t looking at the whole picture.
Connect with yourself. Connect with your TRUE SELF. The being that you truly are. A being of light, of beauty, of truth, happiness, of power and virtue.
Really look at yourself with the vision of your soul.
I practice looking at myself in the mirror on mornings and I recite an affirmation:
“You are a being of light. You are wondrous. You are gorgeous. You are powerful. You have a purpose. Share that today with someone”
I then carry that soul vision around with me, It’s like wearing a pair of shades and I see the entire Universe in a different light. Everything is… just a little more bright.
And people. One of my favorite things to do these days in this new city that I’m in is to sit in a park and watch people pass me by. The range and variety of them, their laughter, their chatter, their expressions, their energy are so contrasting. So unique. Each soul is unique. I feel like a witness to a miracle for each person that passes me by. I appreciate each and every one of them.
Do you think you could do that? Put on the glasses of your soul and look at yourself and love yourself. really love yourself. deep down. in spaces no one else knows about but you. in your darkness. in your downfalls. on your bad hair days. with your fears, your doubts, your mistakes. Know that there is nothing NOT worth loving.
You are lovable. You are 100% lovable. You don’t need to hide an inch or change a thing.
Look into the mirror, at yourself
Don’t you like you?
Cause I like you
Be that awesome person that you are and share that vision with someone else.
Make someone else feel just as awesome as you 🙂